Hello, I'm Rambo! One of the biggest challenges I've faced is dealing with the sharpness of my emotions and mental health condition. Life felt rather unbearable at times and felt like I would never have a healthy life again. I used to numb these feelings with alcohol, but with the help of my psychologist, I've learned healthier coping strategies like deep breathing and mindfulness. I've recently even found a new passion - ballroom dancing. It lights up my heart with excitement and it allows me to dance my worries away. 💃 🪩 🕺 I forget about my struggles and feel a sense of pure happiness. It's not always easy, but I'm proud to say I'm doing better each day.
My goal with Beam is to find work as a gym instructor and eventually become a personal trainer. I've always been passionate about helping people and I believe that the fitness industry is the perfect place for me. It aligns with my background in healthcare, and allows me to share the benefits of physical and mental wellness. The day I’m offered a job as a gym instructor I will burst into tears because of the realisation of what’s happening. I hope I get a job offer via email to avoid my new boss having to console me with an awkward hug while I’m bawling my eyes out. 🙈
It feels amazing to know there are people out there wanting to help me achieve my goal because often I can feel quite intense loneliness. This is another step in the right direction of building “a life worth living” as my psychologist always says. Knowing there are people out there who want to help warms my heart and I hope to do the same for someone else one day! 🤗
My dream for the future is to have a bigger friendship group and perhaps meet someone who understands my needs so we can build a life together and adopt a hundred dogs 😊 🐶 🐕