My dog, Pickles, cheers me up more than anything else in the world. She has total faith in me based on her training and experiences, and I want to do right by her. She also deserves a safe place to live.
I lost my flat due to rent increases 7 years ago. I became homeless and fell into a depression. I was sleeping rough for some time, and then someone invited me to stay in a room in a squatted elderly home. I’ve been squatting ever since.
Squatting is the occupation of a vacant commercial or industrial property without breaking in. Sometimes I stay in places for 10 days, and sometimes 2 years. Each one is temporary and they are often filled with heartless people. A number of times, I’ve feared for my life. I can’t receive post where I’m living, and sometimes there’s no electricity, or water - or both. I lost my passport during a squat eviction and I just can’t afford to lose any more of my documents. To makes things worse, two years ago I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. I just can’t take the stress of it anymore. It’s time for a change.
I started claiming benefits with the arrival of Coronavirus. I was working as a dog sitter and, with everyone at home, there was no need for me. But since starting my claim I have felt motivated and inspired to further my life, while I still have it. To get out of squatting would be a lifesaver for me, so I would be able to work towards a career! Ultimately, Beam’s involvement in my future has been the thing that’s given me the most motivation.
Once I’m in my own flat, I’d like to start working on my career. In the future I want to work as a sound effects engineer for animation studios. I’m currently studying for a Diploma in Music Theory and an Advanced Diploma in Acoustic Material and Metamaterials. I enjoy playing drums and guitar and whatever other instruments I can get my hands on. Music has always been my best friend, everywhere.
I’m nervous about working with Beam, but I will survive the nerves, I think. I’m speaking from the heart. Beam have been truly inspiring and motivating - if you want to achieve your goals, just stick with it.