Life has been good in general, but ever since the pandemic I've not really felt happy. I have a lot of anxiety about the virus and at times I feel like it’s holding me back. I have HIV and I have to take medication for it every day, which is why I’m so concerned about catching covid because of my weakened immune system.
I have been through a lot in my life. The biggest challenge I’ve had so far is leaving my ex-husband due to domestic abuse. I’m quite new to the UK and to the benefits and housing system, so it’s been a little difficult getting my head around everything. I was living in emergency accommodation with my two children up until very recently. We moved into our new temporary accommodation just last week!
My dreams and ambitions have been changing because of the pandemic. It’s hard to feel a sense of stability amongst all the uncertainty. But I’ve decided I want to be a carer because I want to help people and do some good in this world. I’m still so shocked that an organisation like Beam exists. I’ve never heard of this kind of thing before, and I can’t believe it exists! I’m very happy and grateful for all your support. After such a long time, I’m slowly starting to feel happy again!